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		<title>Thrifty Thursday</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 17 May 2012 16:30:28 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[This  past weekend, I decided to actually go thrifting for the first time. Mind you, I&#8217;ve been in thrift shops, but not very often. I have been wanting to go check out some of the ones we have around here to see if I could find anything interesting. James and I went this past Sunday [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>This  past weekend, I decided to actually go thrifting for the first time. Mind you, I&#8217;ve been in thrift shops, but not very often. I have been wanting to go check out some of the ones we have around here to see if I could find anything interesting. James and I went this past Sunday and hit up three different thrift stores all in the same area, pretty much.</p>
<p>I found a few things that I got pretty excited about in all three stores and I thought I would share my finds with you guys.</p>
<p><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/pandaramic/7203977076/in/photostream"><img class="aligncenter" src="http://farm8.staticflickr.com/7227/7203977076_a8fef57a64.jpg" alt="" width="500" height="334" /></a></p>
<p>I got these two gold frames. I just love the detail on the edges and of course I love their shape. I am ok with what is inside of them for now, but I will eventually put other stuff in them. Until then, hello birdies.</p>
<p><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/pandaramic/7203977234/in/photostream/"><img class="aligncenter" src="http://farm8.staticflickr.com/7233/7203977234_7d5029c2aa.jpg" alt="" width="500" height="334" /></a></p>
<p>I collect salt &amp; pepper shakers, so these were a nice fine that I had to have.</p>
<p><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/pandaramic/7203977602/in/photostream/"><img class="aligncenter" src="http://farm9.staticflickr.com/8011/7203977602_acd3b2c81c.jpg" alt="" width="500" height="334" /></a></p>
<p>Apple-shaped dishes/ramekins. I love these! I thought they would be perfect for my kitchen. I have an apple theme going on in there, so these are a nice addition. They had ones shaped like bell peppers, but I thought they were a little odd-shaped, so I didn&#8217;t get those.</p>
<p><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/pandaramic/7203977792/in/photostream/"><img class="aligncenter" src="http://farm8.staticflickr.com/7096/7203977792_be20c78b1c.jpg" alt="" width="500" height="334" /></a></p>
<p>This little frame is really nice! I can&#8217;t believe I only got it for two dollars. It is made of real wood and hand finished. It is a beautiful little frame. As you can tell, I have an obsession with picture frames. I have so many in storage that it is ridiculous. I just don&#8217;t have the shelf space to display them all since most of them aren&#8217;t for hanging, so that is why they are in boxes and long forgotten.</p>
<p>And those are my thrifty finds! We plan on going at least once every weekend if we have time. I just need to look up where all the thrift stores are in the area because I know there is a lot!</p>
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		<title>Wordless Wednesday &#8211; Paper Moon Diner</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 16 May 2012 14:22:25 +0000</pubDate>
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		<title>May &#8211; Birchbox</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 15 May 2012 16:30:06 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Panduh</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Late April, I signed up for a subscription for Birchbox. I was quite excited about the idea as I love make-up (or I used to, but I am getting back into it) and samples. So, I thought I would give it a try. I received my first box a few days ago and I thought [...]]]></description>
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Late April, I signed up for a subscription for <a href="https://www.birchbox.com?raf=61rv1" target="_blank">Birchbox</a>. I was quite excited about the idea as I love make-up (or I used to, but I am getting back into it) and samples. So, I thought I would give it a try. I received my first box a few days ago and I thought I would share with all of my two readers on what I got in my box.</p>
<p><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/pandaramic/7184815744/in/photostream"><img class="aligncenter" src="http://farm6.staticflickr.com/5035/7184815744_95a842bc58.jpg" alt="" width="500" height="334" /></a></p>
<p>Left to right: Green twistband, Dr. Jart Water Fuse Beauty Balm SPF +25, Color Club Nail Laquer: Disco Nap, Sugar Rose Tinted Lip Treatment, Atetier Cologne: Vanilla Insensée, &amp; a blank note card.</p>
<p>I love the <a href="http://www.birchbox.com/shop/twistband-12-pack" target="_blank">twistband</a>! This is probably the best hair tie I have ever used. I am definitely going to order more of those.</p>
<p><a href="http://www.birchbox.com/shop/dr-jart-beauty-balm-water-fuse-1-7-flo-oz" target="_blank">The beauty balm</a>? I liked it, it did as advertised, but I normally don&#8217;t like putting stuff on my face other than a dab of lotion after a hot shower. I do like how it has a hint of sunscreen in it, though. That is a plus. I can look good and be protected from the sun? Yes?</p>
<p><a href="http://www.birchbox.com/shop/color-club-foils" target="_blank">Disco nap</a>. haha. The name alone I adore; makes me giggle. I have been wanting a gold polish and I guess the beauty gods heard my thoughts because now I have one. I haven&#8217;t tried it yet, but I hope it goes on as it is in the bottle. Such a pretty gold color.</p>
<p><a href="http://www.birchbox.com/shop/may2012-box/fresh-sugar-rose-lip-treatment" target="_blank">The &#8216;chapstick&#8217;</a> is awesome. I really like how it adds a hint of color to my lips. It works really well and I will be sad once my sample size dwindles.</p>
<p><a href="http://www.birchbox.com/shop/atelier-cologne-vanille-insensee-petite-cologne-absolue-spray" target="_blank">Atetier Cologne: Vanilla Insensée</a> &#8211; Oh man, I love this stuff. It smells sooooo good. This is definitely on my wishlist.</p>
<p>All in all, I am happy with my first month&#8217;s Birchbox and look forward to the next! Hooray for getting stuff in the mail!</p>
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		<title>Music Monday &#8211; Explosions in the Sky</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 14 May 2012 16:34:23 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Explosions in the Sky &#8211; Postcards from 1952 This song combined with this video, absolutely moves me and makes me cry so hard everytime I watch it. I can&#8217;t explain why it makes me feel that way, but it most certainly does.]]></description>
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<p>Explosions in the Sky &#8211; Postcards from 1952</p>
<p>This song combined with this video, absolutely moves me and makes me cry so hard everytime I watch it. I can&#8217;t explain why it makes me feel that way, but it most certainly does.</p>
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		<title>RHCP</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 11 May 2012 20:34:55 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Yesterday, as I mentioned before, I went to see the Red Hot Chili Peppers in DC at the Verizon Center. It turned out to be a good time, except for the leaving part, which I will get to later. So yea, I get into DC, probably around 3pm. It took me a little over an [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Yesterday, as I mentioned before, I went to see the Red Hot Chili Peppers in DC at the Verizon Center. It turned out to be a good time, except for the leaving part, which I will get to later.</p>
<p>So yea, I get into DC, probably around 3pm. It took me a little over an hour and a half to get there due to crappy traffic. Normally, I don&#8217;t drive into downtown DC, but I wanted to park in a garage this time for a couple of reasons &#8211; (I normally park in a residential area further out and I didn&#8217;t feel comfortable leaving my car out there unattended not knowing whether it would be towed or not because I&#8217;m not really supposed to park there and two I didn&#8217;t know when the concert was going to end and I didn&#8217;t want to miss the last metro train). In retrospect, I should&#8217;ve just parked where I normally do and I would&#8217;ve been fine. At least I know for next time, right?</p>
<p>I did some wandering around since I was there way before the concert started, but I did that on purpose. I always like to have a cushion of time before events/dates/appointments/etc. I am afraid of being late to anything.</p>
<p><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/pandaramic/7177841812/in/photostream/"><img class="aligncenter" src="http://farm8.staticflickr.com/7072/7177841812_d66acd941b.jpg" alt="" width="375" height="500" /></a></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>I took this while waiting on the train to come. It took forever, it seemed like. I always feel kinda seasick/claustrophobic when I am down on the subway platform. I don&#8217;t know why.</p>
<p><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/pandaramic/7177833276/in/photostream/"><img class="aligncenter" src="http://farm8.staticflickr.com/7228/7177833276_c1d4f35648.jpg" alt="" width="375" height="500" /></a></p>
<p>I went to Sticky Fingers and got some amazing vegan food. I got a faux tuna melt and a cupcake. I was going to get a carrot cake cupcake, but I noticed the vanilla ones had these cute rainbow sprinkles.</p>
<p><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/pandaramic/7177860776/in/photostream/"><img class="aligncenter" src="http://farm9.staticflickr.com/8003/7177860776_fa5cb28de0.jpg" alt="" width="375" height="500" /></a></p>
<p>Concert nails. [=</p>
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<p><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/pandaramic/7177885940/in/photostream/"><img class="aligncenter" src="http://farm9.staticflickr.com/8010/7177885940_06659f6eaf.jpg" alt="" width="500" height="375" /></a></p>
<p>I finally made it back to the concert venue. I got a beer even though I am not supposed to be drinking right now. It didn&#8217;t bother my stomach too much, which is good. I just really needed something to help me loosen up so I wouldn&#8217;t be all weird and worried about other people. I just wanted to dance and have a good time and not be bothered with anyone else.</p>
<p>The opening act was Sleigh Bells. They came on at 7:30 and put on a half hour set. I was not impressed. I never liked them in the past, and I definitely did not like them live. There was barely anyone in the stands while they were performing. The Peppers came on around ten minutes &#8217;til nine and put on a good show. I danced and had a good time. It wasn&#8217;t the best concert I have ever been to, but it was still pretty good.</p>
<p>The show ended at 10:30 and that is when my traumatic experience started. I blame the parking garage that I parked in, which happened to be attached to the Verizon Center. Long story short: a machine ate my money, I panicked, had a hard time finding someone that spoke English so I could find a manager, Nobody wanted to let my car out of my parking spot so I could get out of the garage, The guy in the booth gave me wrong change, my GPS couldn&#8217;t get a signal so I was stuck driving in circles downtown DC in the dark, and I had an anxiety attack trying to find my way around due to crappy GPS and it being dark. I was fine once I get on the highway because I knew where I was going then and I was able to calm down a bit.</p>
<p>So at the end of the day, I learned a valuable lesson &#8212; never take my car into downtown DC ever again.</p>
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		<title>Six Months</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 10 May 2012 16:00:45 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Monday, May 7th marked six months having Bell&#8217;s Palsy, so I decided to make a quick vlog talking about it.]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Monday, May 7th marked six months having Bell&#8217;s Palsy, so I decided to make a quick vlog talking about it.<br />
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		<title>Wordless Wednesday &#8211; Rub my belly!</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 09 May 2012 16:28:15 +0000</pubDate>
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		<title>And now, I have purple hair</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 08 May 2012 19:27:11 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I got my hair done on Saturday after much anticipation. Yay! I have always wanted a full head of fun colored hair, and now I&#8217;ve got it. It is going to take some time to get used to, personally. When I look in the mirror, it is still surprising. I love it. Its just going [...]]]></description>
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<p>I got my hair done on Saturday after much anticipation. Yay! I have always wanted a full head of fun colored hair, and now I&#8217;ve got it. It is going to take some time to get used to, personally. When I look in the mirror, it is still surprising. I love it. Its just going to suck not being able to wash my hair as often as I would like. I have a <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Tresemme-Shampoo-Fresh-Start-Dry/dp/B0037LKIAG/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&amp;qid=1336504972&amp;sr=8-1">dry shampoo</a>, but I absolutely hate it. Its an aerosol and it is the worst to spray. I feel like I am suffocating everytime I use it. I should probably find another brand of dry shampoo and maybe it won&#8217;t be so bad?</p>
<p>I went to <a href="http://www.sproutsalon.com/">Sprout Salon</a> in the city, and I really liked it there. I think it is my new go-to for all hair stuff. Before, I only got my haircut whenever I was in SC (even then, I didn&#8217;t do it everytime I was there) because I didn&#8217;t really know where to go to get haircuts here in Baltimore. Problem solved, I suppose!</p>
<p>Other than exciting new hair, I am going to a Red Hot Chili Peppers concert on Thursday in DC. I am pretty excited/anxious/nervous about it, but I am sure I will have a good time like always. The only downfall, I won&#8217;t be able to drink any booze (I think I have a stomach ulcer, so avoiding anything fun for a bit.) while I&#8217;m there to put my mind at ease and to help loosening myself up. I should have a good time either way.</p>
<p>Fun stuff.</p>
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		<title>How I&#8217;m feeling today: Meh</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 24 Apr 2012 20:14:55 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Today&#8217;s photo prompt is, How I&#8217;m feeling today. I decided to write about it along with my photo. Despite wearing an awesome t-shirt, I just feel not that great. I&#8217;m so content with my yo-yo of a relationship that I am utterly sad because I know that my relationship isn&#8217;t going any further than what [...]]]></description>
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<p>Today&#8217;s photo prompt is, <em>How I&#8217;m feeling today</em>. I decided to write about it along with my photo. Despite wearing an awesome t-shirt, I just feel not that great.</p>
<p>I&#8217;m so content with my yo-yo of a relationship that I am utterly sad because I know that my relationship isn&#8217;t going any further than what it is. I feel like a tire stuck in the mud. I wish I could hate my boyfriend so I don&#8217;t have to endure such emotional heartache on a day to day basis. I don&#8217;t know why I love him because he is completely opposite of what I want in a guy, to be honest. I guess its true, opposites attract. I wish it weren&#8217;t. I am grateful all James does for me, but in the end, he can&#8217;t give me what I really want. I know titles and tradition shouldn&#8217;t matter, but they do to me.</p>
<p>I watched a documentary on the people who dress up as super heroes and stand on Hollywood Blvd taking photos with tourist for money. It was quite inspiring. Mind you, I don&#8217;t want to dress up as a super hero and panhandle, that isn&#8217;t me. However, I just want to pack up a few of my belongings and head out west to California. I don&#8217;t have much going on here and feel like I don&#8217;t have much to lose. I am too much of a pansy to just up and leave with no money or a place to stay. I don&#8217;t think I could handle being homeless.</p>
<p>I should just appreciate what I have and stop complaining, but its really hard when I&#8217;m truly not happy with life.</p>
<p>Blah.</p>
<p>I want to go on a vacation somewhere with a beach, but yea, that isn&#8217;t going to happen. It could, but I would end up going alone and what good is that? I spend enough time alone as it is. James and I are going to NYC in June and staying in Manhattan for two nights. I&#8217;m not really excited about it, but at least we are going somewhere together, which is a first.</p>
<p>I&#8217;m just sad, but isn&#8217;t that always the case for me? Yea, pretty much.</p>
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		<title>I did it!</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 24 Apr 2012 01:14:30 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I obtained the most awesome nail color (Mermaid&#8217;s Dream) ever and painted my nails. Wheeee. They look so pretty and I smile everytime I look down at my fingers or see a flash of color when I&#8217;m doing something with my hands. Hooray for girly times! &#160; I felt so silly taking that photo because [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I obtained the most awesome nail color (Mermaid&#8217;s Dream) ever and painted my nails. Wheeee. They look so pretty and I smile everytime I look down at my fingers or see a flash of color when I&#8217;m doing something with my hands. Hooray for girly times!</p>
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<p>I felt so silly taking that photo because I see people doing that all the time on pintrest. I almost did it to be funny, I think.</p>
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