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Explosions in the Sky – Postcards from 1952

This song combined with this video, absolutely moves me and makes me cry so hard everytime I watch it. I can’t explain why it makes me feel that way, but it most certainly does.

Rihanna – We Found Love

I lovelovelove this song. I am not much of a Rihanna fan, but this song is awesome and makes me want to dance. The video made me cry the first time I watched it, not gonna lie.

Yea, I messed up on blogging for the month. I missed two days. It started out with Saturday being very brutal and distracting. It was not a very good mental day and by the time I realized I needed to blog, it was after midnight. /shrug. Oh well. I got pretty far, though, which I am proud of, at least.

I am still keeping up with my photo project, though. On day 76. Having the iPhone makes it easier and more convenient to take photos. Even though, I feel bad for neglecting my DSLR.

Hope everyone had a good weekend & holiday. <3

Caity tagged me for this music meme. I figured it would be good for Music Monday instead of posting a music video.

1. For an explanation of the blog title, please see the last question!
2. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
3. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
4. Write that song name no matter how weird it sounds. (NO CHEATING!)
5. Tag some other people and force them to do the same thing ♥

IF SOMEONE SAYS ‘ARE YOU OKAY’ YOU SAY?
The Lifestyle – Metric

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Trust – Thrice

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Never Enough – Bet on Black

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Territorial Pissings – Nirvana

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Get Up – Ciara

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
Dear Your Holiness – Bayside

WHAT’S YOUR MOTTO?
Barely Breathing – Duncan Sheik

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Weird Science – Oingo Boingo

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Cristalena – MxPx

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Sirens of the Sea (Sonorous Remix) – Oceanlab

WHAT IS 2+2?
When I Look to the Sky – Train

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Dog Paddle – Modest Mouse

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
American Baby – Dave Matthews Band

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Into the Dark – The Juliana Theory

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
While I’m Away – Good Old War

WHAT WILL YOU DO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Its a Hard Life – Queen

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Mackdaddy – Say Anything

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Our Lawyer Made us Change the Name of This Song so we Wouldn’t get Sued – Fall Out Boy

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
The Perfect Girl – The Cure

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Medication – Modest Mouse

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
A Rite of Passage – Bayside

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
The Love Cats – OK Go

WHAT’S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Ahhh… Men – Say Anything

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Power, Pizzazz, and All That Jazz – Madison Scouts

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Ulysses – Franz Ferdinand

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Death and Destruction – Weezer

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Sleep – Copeland

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Some Kinda Love – The Velvet Underground

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Intolerance – Tool

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Wings For Marie (Part 1) – Tool

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
The Remembrance Ballad – Atreyu

WHAT WOULD YOU WANT TO SAY TO THE PERSON WHO TAGGED YOU?
The Adventures of Rain Dance Maggie – Red Hot Chili Peppers

WHAT WILL YOU NAME THIS NOTE?
Song Structure – Rediscover

That was, indeed, fun and amusing. xD I tag anyone who stumbles upon this and wants to participate in a fun little meme.

Circa Survive – Frozen Creek

Lovelovelove this.

Not really feeling any better today. Back is still hurting like a jerk. Face is still not functioning properly. Sense of taste is still missing. I don’t really feel like doing anything other than laying down, but its too painful to even do that because of my back. So, I get to just kinda sit here and aimlessly wander around the internet for a million hours.

I do kinda want a coffee, though. I’m addicted to Peppermint Mochas. I wish I had the proper tools & things to make my own at home. That would be sweet.

I think next Monday I will do a Meatless Monday with photos & a recipe.

I’ve had this song, Shake Shake Shake, by White Denim stuck in my head since I’ve listened to it earlier last week. Its another one of those songs that makes me want to go to California. Le sigh. The video is kinda weird. Weird enough I watched it a few times instead of switching to another tab while I listened.

Happy Monday.

Its Halloween, but I don’t really care. I celebrated by going to the gym. It was the first time I went in probably about three weeks, but not really sure. It felt pretty good to exercise, and I wish I could have this type of motivation every day. C’est la vie.

Anyway, I have been busy dealing with a crappy depression, and I also went home for a few days last week. The drives both way sucked hardcore and were super boring. The time in South Carolina was alright, I guess. I’m back in Baltimore, though, and things aren’t quite sorted out, yet. At least the hole in the wall is now fixed up, just needs to be painted again. Sigh.

Things are going to be changing soon, but I’m not quite sure how, what, why. Its going to happen, though. I have hard time dealing with change. I absolutely despise it, even though I know it is for the better.

I have been playing a lot of Words with Friends lately. Pandaramic84 is my username. [=

Here is my pick for Music Monday -

Grouplove – Coulors

Abducted – Cults.

This weekend couldn’t have been any worse. I was so angry and frustrated with any and everything. All I did was cry pretty much and I didn’t get anything done that I really wanted to do.  Whatever. Story of my life.

Its Monday. Meh.

Just because its cute and makes me all nostalgic. Also, I’m drunk & too lazy to find real song this week that I really like.

Fences – Girls with Accents

I will admit, this is the only song I’ve listened to by this band/person, but I really like it and can relate to it. So yea. Enjoy.

I used to absolutely loathe the Red Hot Chili Peppers, but something happened and I like them now. This is probably one of my favorite songs by them. The video makes me long for California. It makes me want to pack up my bags and head out west. I’ve only been to California twice, but I feel like I could happily live there. Who am I kidding? I want to live pretty much everywhere at least for a little bit, but California does have a special place in my heart.<3